Baxter really got on my nerves last night. I’ve been handling my PND a lot better these days since increasing my medication but last night, I felt really angry for the first time in a while. All because he kept rolling over + playing instead of going to sleep. I was tired too which didn’t help. My partner came to the rescue so I could take 5 and have a breather.
I laid in bed afterwards feeling angry with myself that I’d raised my voice.
I go in there this morning and see his cheeky little face looking back at me and I’m overwhelmed with guilt.
I may not be the best mother in my world but I do my best and I’d move heaven and earth for him.
We’re only human and we all run out of patience sometimes, walk away, take a breather and just remember it’s completely normal.