I’m only human

Baxter really got on my nerves last night. I’ve been handling my PND a lot better these days since increasing my medication but last night, I felt really angry for the first time in a while. All because he kept rolling over + playing instead of going to sleep. I was tired too which didn’t help. My partner came to the rescue so I could take 5 and have a breather.

I laid in bed afterwards feeling angry with myself that I’d raised my voice.

I go in there this morning and see his cheeky little face looking back at me and I’m overwhelmed with guilt.

I may not be the best mother in my world but I do my best and I’d move heaven and earth for him.

We’re only human and we all run out of patience sometimes, walk away, take a breather and just remember it’s completely normal.


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